this is very meaningful - my ex dumped the children and I without a penny as a research-psychiatrist tuned him to go and 'find himself- (at 40 with a family and 20 yrs of marriage), so art friends helped me by persuading me to model at the local Museum art group. I did, but my nerves were shattered. The only one I kept of those was one of my backview though I know there are pictures flying around of me modelling. Later, an evil research group tried to tarnish my character to shut me up and said 'I wondered about nude' all the time (a nonsense) however I know these paintings of me are still floating about!