oddly, since my ex dumped us, I have lots of nightmares, /security rug pulled out from under us//not the least back before England and sometimes including my children..two youngest sons were badly mauled by the lab st barths Hum Res remote ''testing'' one boy 'strapped' at 11 years old does not have certain of his body parts from it, strapping stops development. All is done silently, remote, though all of Europe was watching on their monitors unbeknown to London and us, they had been peeping at the British population for half a century, but nothing is admitted. My subconscious reacts badly, we came from the same. I paint them sometimes