I wasn't to know, but now older and wiser /and better art education/ I painted this when still ''happily'' married but I think I knew. I was losing weight and become quite nervous. An art lecturer looked at it and said hmmmmmmmmm thoughtfully. Often we know what is coming but just dare not think of it, but our subconscious does not let us get away with hiding what is to be. Before you guess at it, no I did not have affairs, I did not even look at anyone else till after himself had been gone for one year. Then I needed a father for my young early teenage sons, that was all. Didn't get one though!